Friday, July 30, 2004
hais. these few days no time to update much. nothing happened. except for rach's b'day~ so now.. updating now. gtg soon.. got cell later. z. PRELIMS COMING. someone helppp. i mean. my results really suck. i mean it's true. it's not even like a B standard.. but then, i can't wait to get outta this school.. and seek a new life~ a new direction to head towards..
for the stuff that i'm updating on today.. there might be some disagreements. but then, since this is my blog after all, i might as well just speak my mind. of course, it won't be that detailed. =)
todayy. it's friday. a boringg day. zz! let's see.. can't remember what i did before pe.. it was lame after all.. today's events in the morning seem a little blurry. i shall start from pe lesson.. anyways, during pe.. i followed steph, joann and sheena~ we walked outside school and chatted. lol.. please don't follow in our footsteps. it's a bad excuse for not exercising.. hahas~ it was fun! okokays.. a bit lame. cos we were at the playground outside school~ then whenever we see ms lim coming, we'll start running around.. like how lame is that? =pPp~ after that, we went to play captains ball or something.. it's the usual~
hmms, following that is english lesson. man.. we watched a movie after getting a dressing down. what can i say.. she's just kinda hurtful.. and who doesn't know that she's quite biased too.. =( arghs. whenever i'm ard her, i don't feel the same anymore.. it's like she's looking at our every aspect? it's just that i don't wanna offend her. maybe i'm a victim already. this topic is just too touchy for my blog.. i felt quite.. pissed ? i dunno.. i have to agree that she made some sense. by comparing us to 4a.. i mean.. it clearly protrays a distinct difference. more obvious this year than in previous years. besides.. prelims are in 3 weeks. i really wonder how we'll get by. even though the hardwork is put in.. but it's quite late to make amendments now because.. it's hard to catch up now.. for me.. i guess.. it's more difficult.. there's just this X factor that we don't have.. i can't pinpoint what. maybe u all don't understand.. nvm.. by asking me to work harder and not smarter, results won't show. that's for sure.. forget it. i think i'm talking crap again.. perhaps.. i'm not confident of myself. like what she said, we must be sure of ourselves.. =(
i'm nott~
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 2:25 PM
2:25 PM
